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intjonathan) wrote2004-06-16 11:01 pm
intjonathan) wrote2004-06-16 11:01 pm
spindown
Good things that happened today:
Bad things that happened today:
I am feeling very alone and panicky. I can't pinpoint why. Living in an empty apartment complex is extremely disorienting. On the other hand, it's something I wanted very badly not two weeks ago. I don't know how this summer will be. I hoped it would feel different somehow, as summers often do, but I can't escape these paths I walk every day, they're the same as they were when they led me to class. Having them end in different places hasn't shaken the associations in my mind.
- Played frisbee for an hour. At work. On the clock.
- Got away with not buying groceries for one more day.
- Slept for 10 hours. I needed it.
- Listened to old modest mouse and loved it.
- I finished FLCL after 3 months. It ended... um, it ended, I guess. I mean, the show is excellent, just not in ways I expected, or even ways it should've been. It did what it needed to.
Bad things that happened today:
- Didn't get to work till noon. I can't seem to shake my spring schedule.
- Found out I suck at counter-strike. Again.
- The milk went bad, so I guess I have to get groceries tomorrow.
- Frisbee kind of wore me out. I've got a long way to go if I want to get back in shape this summer.
I am feeling very alone and panicky. I can't pinpoint why. Living in an empty apartment complex is extremely disorienting. On the other hand, it's something I wanted very badly not two weeks ago. I don't know how this summer will be. I hoped it would feel different somehow, as summers often do, but I can't escape these paths I walk every day, they're the same as they were when they led me to class. Having them end in different places hasn't shaken the associations in my mind.