paradise

I am

happy,

happier than I've been in years,

which is scary
because the comedown will be fierce.

But for now, I am popular, I am funny, females love me, I look good, and everyone around me knows the truth of God.
I am invincible,

but it's a fragile dictatorship.

Steady happiness will fall to God, and I'm trying to stick to His will for this.

I feel he's trying to give me something, a gift or a message. I'm listening hard but the applause is deafening.