unabashed shout out

All of you reading this - and many who are not - have done so much to help me through today.

But it really comes down to me facing an empty church, a lone piano player and me alone in a pew.

I'm afraid of tomorrow. Absolutely terrified. I'm not prepared to face what I've been putting off all week: Alina.
There's no one I'd rather face it with than you.