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I've felt all week that I should be doing something with my free time, as I've got more of it than I'll be getting for a long while hence. But what better to do with free time than nothing? Nothing needed my attention when I got back, I got my job back right away so that settled itself. Hopefully I'll find a place to live real soon, and then the rush starts all over again. I've got a lot of space this week to just be, and that's been wonderful. I was so dissatisfied when I left, I would get headaches, I slept poorly, had that annoying tic in my right eye whenever I worried. The tic started to come back when I was on my way home or when I thought about crap here when I was in Rome, but otherwise it's been very refreshing to be half-here, not worried about the mess in my room or the boxes of stuff piled downstairs that I can't remember what's in. I poured my life into this stuff, it was my life, everything that defined College Me. But I guess that's not me anymore, at least this stuff isn't. Now I can be Rich Me, Career Me, Traveler Me, (hopefully) Relaxed Me. If I come home at night from work and don't want to see another line of code or type another letter of anything, so what! I'll be another me for a while.

I do feel like I've spent a lot of time waiting around to sleep, but it could be worse. I could be a roofer.