anniversaries
Jul. 9th, 2007 11:15 pmRumor has it my house might be going on the market.
Soon we'll be doing better financially at work.
At the end of next month I might have a home church again.
I might also be moving.
Hopefully I'll be getting a healthy raise.
This isn't all of the life I planned for when I moved here. Only some of it.
I wonder whether I have waited a year for a life that might never arrive.
Because tonight in a lovely evening eating hot sandwiches around a beach fire, little around me looked like I planned it to last August.
It was much more beautiful, with its strange sadness.
Like a wineglass continually being filled.
Soon we'll be doing better financially at work.
At the end of next month I might have a home church again.
I might also be moving.
Hopefully I'll be getting a healthy raise.
This isn't all of the life I planned for when I moved here. Only some of it.
I wonder whether I have waited a year for a life that might never arrive.
Because tonight in a lovely evening eating hot sandwiches around a beach fire, little around me looked like I planned it to last August.
It was much more beautiful, with its strange sadness.
Like a wineglass continually being filled.