psychological buzz

[intjonathan]

Last night I dreamed that I got drunk. It was a really floating, dizzy feeling that I can't say was very much fun. I remember being disappoined with myself that I could no longer call myself the sober one. I guess I'm more proud of that than I thought.

Peanut Butter Crunch is every bit as great as I remember it.

Toejam & Earl is the simplest, slowest, most nerve-wracking fun I've ever had.

Church soon. It's raining again. It never used to rain on Sundays. I wonder why that is.

Comments

[fuzzandfeedback.livejournal.com]

I remember being disappoined with myself that I could no longer call myself the sober one. I guess I'm more proud of that than I thought.

it's always been pretty evident that was quite a source of pride to you.

[niralisse.livejournal.com]

Yes, but it's hard to pinpoint why. I have a hard time explaining it to other people. It's not like I'm against it. It's just something I don't do. But unlike other things I just don't do, I don't think it's wrong. Why value something so arbitrary so highly? It doesn't look sensible on its face.