The world gets smaller when I get home. The infinite expanses of opportunity and ways to spend a sunny Sunday seem to be stuck behind a wall that's been there my whole life. It took me 3 years and an entire college campus to find a crew I could call up on a sunny weekend and kick it with, now that I'm back here I'm pretty much stuck.
Which is a long way of saying that I'm skullbustingly bored.
Maybe it's the sudden slowdown after a month of running, but man. It's a bit much. Somehow telling myself that in a couple months, after 3 weeks of fine art, good food and social living all I'll want is a day to myself. But you know, right now I don't want a day to myself, right now I want to live by a lake I can swim in, and plans for the 4th, and a paycheck. I want last summer.
I have a lot of reminders cluttering my room of how much people like me. Now to find some people...
Which is a long way of saying that I'm skullbustingly bored.
Maybe it's the sudden slowdown after a month of running, but man. It's a bit much. Somehow telling myself that in a couple months, after 3 weeks of fine art, good food and social living all I'll want is a day to myself. But you know, right now I don't want a day to myself, right now I want to live by a lake I can swim in, and plans for the 4th, and a paycheck. I want last summer.
I have a lot of reminders cluttering my room of how much people like me. Now to find some people...
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Date: 2006-07-03 04:59 am (UTC)I'll be in Tacoma on the 4th though.
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Date: 2006-07-03 07:43 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-07-03 08:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-07-03 11:32 pm (UTC)If you want plans for the 4th, me + entourage of 2-3 others (sister, girl friend, and possibly a guy I haven't seen since my sophomore year of highschool who just moved back to town) are going to two bbqs tomorrow: one is on lake washington, to see an old friend of mine and the second is a nerdtastic bbq with my friend's game group (they do board and video games, I think). Give me a call if you wanna come! Fireworks are appreciated.
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Date: 2006-07-04 01:00 am (UTC)Trying to finish school. :-/
I'm interested in your barbeques, which one is when?
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Date: 2006-07-04 06:20 am (UTC)I think I'll make some money first. I may as well be rich, frustrated and lonely while I've got the opportunity.