oh yeah I did stuff too
Apr. 6th, 2002 10:22 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
intjonathanwent to Ry-dog's for CS time. Necessary. Healthy. Andy is funny.
It was 9pm and I should've been going home (lose an hour tonight!) and I realized I could sit there and play all night long without stopping. And I would LOVE it. I could sit there and think about nothing at all, and somehow it was more real than the things that have a lasting affect on me. I worry I may be depending on this feeling of nothing. But I'm not sure I know quite what to do about it. Maybe I need [a|some] wom[a|e]n. Maybe I should sleep. Guess which is easier to get.
It was 9pm and I should've been going home (lose an hour tonight!) and I realized I could sit there and play all night long without stopping. And I would LOVE it. I could sit there and think about nothing at all, and somehow it was more real than the things that have a lasting affect on me. I worry I may be depending on this feeling of nothing. But I'm not sure I know quite what to do about it. Maybe I need [a|some] wom[a|e]n. Maybe I should sleep. Guess which is easier to get.
